I am so sorry I have not written more to you on this special blog I started for you. Life is manic, more than I care to admit, and you are always on my mind but I rarely get the chance to sit down and express how I am feeling. Right now I am feeling overwhelmed and grateful for the chance to carry you. I feel your hiccups, your kicks and squirms all day every day. You have such a special presence in my life. You and I have a secret relationship that no one in the world can see or feel. Every day we are getting closer to meeting you and daddy and I are so excited! He is preparing the new room you and Brooks (big bro) will share eventually. I think Brooks is even getting a little excited to finally meet this "sissy" every one has been talking about. Today I asked him to say "Ella" and he did... then I said, "Ella is your sissy," and he pointed to my belly. I am excited for you and him to form a bond and a friendship that will last a lifetime. Ella, you are a beam of light about to brighten our world. Thank you for choosing us to be your family. We can not wait to start our life with you in it!
Love, Mama
